Sunday, July 19, 2009

He was always there to help her, she always belonged to someone else


Photo: Andreas Burz

I have developed empathy for all those actresses who went to hospital for exhaustion and everyone just smirked and said 'drug overdose'. It exists, it really does. I shant bitch and moan too much, but I've had a rough time of it lately and I feel like hiding under my bed for a month and shunning human interaction. Alright, maybe that's slightly overdramatic. I want decent sushi. I want someone who truely cares for me to give me a hug. I miss my family and my friends. I miss Melbourne. I'm meant to be feeling liberated and adventurous, but right now I am anything but carefree. But hey, I'll pull it together and decide where to live in 3 weeks when my contract in England runs out. Tick, tock. Tick, tock. Being able to go anywhere is great, but not when you don't know where you want to go. I love Spain but I'm not sure I want to live there just yet. I've always liked Edinburgh though..

5 comments:

  1. Love this photo! So pretty! ;D Looking forward on your next post. Have a good day. ;D

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  2. *virtual huggles!*
    close your eyes and point to anywhere on the world map...when you're feeling adventurous.

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  3. If I could I would instantly teleport over to you and give you a hug, but I cant so a virtual hug will have to do *hugs*

    Maybe you shouldnt think too much about where to go to next, leave it to chance. Flip a coin, roll a dice, catch the first flight/train to anywhere and see where you end up. Could be fun.

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  4. You'll figure it out. And don't beat yourself up for not having an amazing time 100% of the time here in Europe. You are LIVING here, afterall, meaning that there will be good days and bad.

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  5. Don't worry for the next day and days..=D Just enjoy whenever you will go and where you need to go. =D Look around and have fun. =D

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